New Beginnings

Beginnings are always exciting especially when you are starting over. I recently gave my life back to God and it is like seeing the world through a whole new set of lenses. It is hard being a new person in your old body though. People seem to already have a view of you. Paul of the new testament knew that better than anybody else. He used to hunt Christians down and than out of nowhere became one. God can do magnificent things in people you never thought had the potential of doing something wholesome. I used to be a christian before I turned away from God but as I think back on my walk with God I am not sure I was really a christian back then. I feel like I was going through the motions and I never truly had a true faith that would have honestly lasted during turbulence. God has shown me awesome things during just this week. I was getting a little bit discouraged because I did not know a lot of people my age that was a strong christian so I went on Youtube. I searched christian youtubers and one the first accounts I really watched and was interested in was Coffee and Bible Time. I have had them on repeat for a week just watching their various videos. I was really encouraged by their faith and I really wanted to give support to people like they were doing for me. At first I was really hyped about creating a youtube channel but I am definitely not made to be in front of a camera at least not yet anyways. I do like writing so I decieded to create a blog. This is just a space for me start over and be able to truly be able to witness and encourage others on their walk with Christ. I cannot wait to write more. Lots of Love.