I am Sad

I have decided to devote time to write on my blog everyday. Today is not the best day for me. I am sad just typical run of the mill sad but sad nevertheless. I honestly do not when it started but I know that I am in some kind of funk I cannot get out of. I do not believe it makes me any less a christian it just makes me human. I had a good Bible fellowship but from some reason when I got in the sanctuary I could not sit through service I was just bogged down and felt like I did not belong. Nobody was mean or uninviting I just was feeling so wrong and I could not possibly sit there another moment. I have come to the conclusion that I am very depressed today. I have prayed but I honestly believe I am in a transition season in my life and sometimes I need to experience sadness and depression because my life is changing and I know that I will may never have another day like this. While on one side of the spectrum that is so exciting and I am ready for a new chapter in my life but in another side of the spectrum that is scary and I am not sure if I am making the right choices. I am praying for wisdom most of all I want to be able to tell what a good move is and what a not so good move is. I want to follow Jesus and go wherever he sends me. God has been so good to me despite of all my failures and disappointments. I believe that God can still use me and wants to still use me to touch people in all walks of life. I want to end this blog with a prayer.

Dear God,

Thank you for all the people reading this. This is not coincidence. God I pray for all the readers that they seek you with all their hearts and that they find you. Your plan is so much better than our plan. You want good for us never evil or hurt. Even in my sadness today I can look outside and see your goodness in everything you do. I love you with all my heart and I trust in you everything. You are my God and my salvation and I trust only in you. In all thanks to you be the glory, Amen.