Our Calling

Hey guys! I’m honestly struggling. Wr all have our sins and I’ll go ahead and tell you mine I struggle with sexual impurity. I struggle with giving men what I yearn from God. I give sex to get love. Which is opposite of what guys do they give love to get sex. It pulls me away from God because God is against sexual immorality. I struggle with following in his calling because I know I have to be willing to give up life long dreams that I have held since the beginning of time. I always had the idea of the perfect husband and the perfect children and the perfect life. Taking up cross means putting those ideas to rest and that’s not saying God does not having somebody for me but it means I don’t search for it or obsessive over it. It means I do what God needs me to do and he will do the rest. Way easier said than done. If you’re reading this and are encouraged by it comment below and let me know what you struggle with and what helps you whether be prayer or a scripture or a thought. Love and prayers. Yours truly ❤️